I do, I need a motivation! I am tired of things. I am tired of not having my life anymore. I am tired of being in debt AGAIN every time I get it out.
I am tired of the grind of work, and no, it isn’t that hard and yes, I have a great run. It just gets old. I hope something new comes along in the contracts department. I’d like to go somewhere different.
A vacation would be nice–I’ve not had one in about 10 years. Not a real one. It’d be nice to be free for a bit, not knowing that I will have to be back on in a day or so.
Financial freedom, now that would be nice wouldn’t it? Contrary to what they say, it’s hard to get. Much smarter people than myself have tried and failed.
For things to work out, well, sometimes they do, often not. Why is that? I know I am not alone in asking this question.
So my head hurts. So what, others have it far worse than I do. I just need a break. I do.
And you can’t really depend on most people, can you? They are usually only there if they want to be. Some are different, but most, well they’re in it for their wants and needs.
I dunno, I need to stop. I just am hurting today and don’t function well when I have a headache like this.